maandag 30 januari 2012

Kim Kardashian:'I'm Having Panic Attacks, I Thought I Was In Love, I Got Into This Too Fast'

Kim Kardashian can't contain her tears as her marriage breaks down in reality show finale 


The demise of Kim Kardashian's marriage to Kris Humphries has been growingly apparent to fans throughout the season of reality show Kourtney & Kim Take New York.
And tonight's season finale revealed the moment where Kim finally realised her marriage is over -  admitting she tied the knot 'way too fast.'
In an emotional phone call to younger sister Khloe, the 31-year-old reality star broke down in tears confessing she was 'going crazy.'
Emotional: Kim Kardashian broke down in tears as she admitted her marriage was in trouble in tonight's episode of Kourtney & Kim Take New York
Emotional: Kim Kardashian broke down in tears as she admitted her marriage was in trouble in tonight's episode of Kourtney & Kim Take New York

'We don't know what to talk about,' she confided to her sister about Kris. 'I don't know what to say.
'I'm not happy. I don't know what to do. I can't just go in there and tell him. I can't do this anymore.'

A sympathetic Khloe tells her to 'breathe,' adding: 'You went into this with your heart open. Everyone knows how badly he treated you. We just got caught up in your fairytale. And that's okay.'
'Do you not think I feel embarrassed that I fell in love and I thought I was?' Kim continues dramatically. ' I know in my heart. I feel awful I feel this way. I just know myself. It happened way too fast. I didn't know him.'
Emotional: Kim told her sister Khloe that she 'didn't know what to do' about her lack of connection to Kris
Emotional: Kim told her sister Khloe that she 'didn't know what to do' about her lack of connection to Kris

Back to reality: Kim admitted she got caught up with the fairytale idea of a marriage
Back to reality: Kim admitted she got caught up with the fairytale idea of a marriage
Kim's outburst came after she began to panic at Kris's intention to move his things into her house in Los Angeles.
'When I think about those boxes, I literally start to have these panic attacks inside. I'm trying not to show how strongly I feel about it,' she tells the camera, after informing Kris he would have to move the majority of his boxes to his home in Minnesota.
'I don't want him to ship all his stuff to my house,' she added.
In pain: Kim confided in her sisters that she 'didn't know what to do' about her failing marriage to Kris
In pain: Kim confided in her sisters that she 'didn't know what to do' about her failing marriage to Kris
Boxing it up: A disagreement about the amount of boxes Kris wanted to move into Kim's home in Los Angeles provoked a row between the couple
Boxing it up: A disagreement about the amount of boxes Kris wanted to move into Kim's home in Los Angeles provoked a row between the couple
'You're not ready for someone in your life,' Kris retorted, while Kourtney was unimpressed with Kim's callous attitude and labels her a 'b****.'
The lack of perceived support from her sister sent Kim running to her dressing room to call Khloe, before Kim expressed her disappointment with her older sister.
'He has a good heart, he's a Christian, he's everything on paper that I want,' she said. 'I feel awful that I made him move out here. You don't think I feel bad that I invited all these people to this huge wedding? At 30 years old, I wanted to be married with kids and I failed at that.'
Words of wisdom: Scott Disick asked Kim if she realised she was married, when she complained that Kris wanted to bring all his boxes to her house
Words of wisdom: Scott Disick asked Kim if she realised she was married, when she complained that Kris wanted to bring all his boxes to her house
Sympathetic era: Kourtney tries to offer Kim the benefit of her advice after she admitted her marriage was suffering
Sympathetic era: Kourtney tries to offer Kim the benefit of her advice after she admitted her marriage was suffering
And when she told Kourtney and her boyfriend Scott Disick that she just wanted Kris to move in 'with a small bag,' Scott asked: 'You know you're married right?'
Kourtney then apologised for calling Kim a b**** but explained she didn't understand her point of view.
'Imagine how you're making him feel if he's trying to make it work,' she pointed out.
'I love Kris and I don't want to hurt his feelings,' agreed Kim. 'I feel like a failure and I don't know what to do.'
Disagreement: Kim and Kris agreed to try to spend more time together but their efforts backfired
Disagreement: Kim and Kris  agreed to try to spend more time together but their efforts backfired
Admitting defeat: A frustrated Kris ended up having to put his boxes into a friend's storage unit in the city
Admitting defeat: A frustrated Kris ended up having to put his boxes into a friend's storage unit in the city
'I wanted babies and I wanted this fairytale,' she told the cameras. 'I had this vision of what my life was like. I wanted to be married by 30 and everything that I envisioned my life to be is not everything I wanted it to be.'
Kris seemed baffled by Kim's behaviour, complaining his wife was acting 'weird and distant.'
In frustration, he told a friend during a cab ride to put his boxes into storage: 'I'm just over her. I want to get a divorce.'
So over her: A frustrated Kris told his friend that Kim was acting 'distant and weird'
So over her: A frustrated Kris told his friend that Kim was acting 'distant and weird'
Things between the couple became increasingly uncomfortable when the Kim, Kris, Kourtney and Scott began to discuss their 'peak and pit' of their experiences in New York.
Kim described her 'peak' at seeing Mason every day and her pit as 'living with all of you,' as the camera panned to Kris looking crestfallen.
However, Kim's final conversation with Kris about their marriage was surprisingly not to be played out in front of the cameras.
Miles apart: Kim said she would have 'the conversation' with Kris about her feelings away from the cameras in Los Angeles
Miles apart: Kim said she would have 'the conversation' with Kris about her feelings away from the cameras in Los Angeles
''I live my life as such an open book . There comes a time when I get to have conversation with Kris privately. I need to go back to LA,' she said. 
'I was so excited about starting this new life in New York and it turned out to be nothing like I wanted it to be.'
Earlier in the episode, she decided to spend more time with her husband, but a joint workout class ended up going awry when Kim became annoyed by Kris's outspoken comments.
'When I first met Kris, he had this outspoken personality,' she said.  'And I used to think it was so cute and endearing but maybe I'm the one who'd changed.'
End of the effort: Kim became annoyed with Kris during their joint workout session
End of the effort: Kim became annoyed with Kris during their joint workout session

Unimpressed: Kim told Kris she did not want to work out with him again after his outspokeness irritated her at the gym
Unimpressed: Kim told Kris she did not want to work out with him again after his outspokeness irritated her at the gym
She added: 'Something just feels so wrong and distant inside. Sometimes I feel just so dead inside. I haven't been myself here.'
A date at STK restaurant also went badly when Kris told his wife: 'I feel like lying on this,' gesticulating to the couch. 'I just want to take a nap.'
'This is our first date in ages and you want to take a nap?' Kim responded.
Making an effort: Kris took Kim for a date in a restaurant as a last ditch attempt to save the marriage
Making an effort: Kris took Kim for a date in a restaurant as a last ditch attempt to save the marriage

Sleep deprived? Kris irritated Kim by saying he wanted to take a nap on the restaurant couch
Sleep deprived? Kris irritated Kim by saying he wanted to take a nap on the restaurant couch

Disappointed: Kim tried and failed to connect with her new husband
Disappointed: Kim tried and failed to connect with her new husband
Despite the failure of her efforts to save the marriage, Kim was in retrospective mood about her husband at the end of the episode as the couple left New York.
'No matter what happened between Kris and I, We shared something special and will always love and care about him,' she told the cameras before the couple departed from JFK airport. 
Elsewhere in the episode, Kourtney was initially dismissive of Scott's restaurant opening in New York, but soon came round to the idea that Scott is 'becoming a man.'
Bringing him a bottle of champagne to the restaurant, she told him: 'I'm proud of you, you're really becoming a man, you're such a good dad and I love you.'
Supportive: Kourtney finally comes round to back boyfriend Scott's efforts to open a restaurant
Supportive: Kourtney finally comes round to back boyfriend Scott's efforts to open a restaurant

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